Washed Up
(For the rest of the talk, check out A Short Conversation about "Away" by Jane Urquhart to listen or download for free.)

Meanwhile, I'm delirious. I'm sick and "away" myself. Thinking about this video is draining me. But I'm also whipping myself out of bed. I'm getting excited. Yes! Well, no. Now I'm tired. Boy, do I feel it now. Washed up, burnt out, good-for-nothing...and you can't even make fifty videos!
What? Relax! Gee, I'm so hard on myself. I'm just under the weather. I'll bounce back. Just wait.
Somewhere, I hear crickets chirping in the background.

I'm not failing...I'm working on the Blooper Reel.
The next day, it's a completely different concept. Where going high-style here, baby. Make love to the camera with your eyes. I'm thinking about shooting Tammy's face like that Fiona Apple album cover. Something is working better. But still not quite right.

I may need a big big rest after this. We may just postpone shooting the 50th Instant Video until the live stage show at the Arlington on the 16th of April, have a bit of a break and work on the show. I'll work on putting together a blooper reel. It'll be...therapeutic.
Away (I Hear You)
by Tammy Lin Foreman
You're love it is the ocean
mysterious and deep
I dive right to the bottom
for joy my heart will weep.
They don't understand this
I hear them when they say
her body may be with us
but her heart it is away.
I hear you
I hear you
I hear you
...call.
I hear you in the dawning
and in the afternoon
I hear you in the darkness
underneath the moon.
My love it is the ocean
mysterious and deep
dive right to the bottom
for joy your heart will weep.